Peek-a-Boo

Hello, I am here and breathing. Just haven't had much to say lately. I have been in my own little world lately. Thanksgiving weekend was nice. Family, food, friends, etc. The usual. Nothing annoying or exciting going on at work, just day-to-day operations. I did go to the bar (Waves) with Sarah last Saturday. It was actually fun - probably because I was drunk and we met up with a group of people; it also helped that I knew the ex was out of town and had no chance of running into him with his new ho (I really shouldn't say that, I don't know her, I'm sure she's nice and smart or whatever even though I don't think she's really that pretty and she's 37 or something old like that...) ANYWAY - Waves was fun until the end of the night when I finally mustered up the courage to talk to this guy I had been staring at all night. I walked up to the bar and started a conversation. He was nice, but claimed he was shy. We talked for a few then he suddenly had to go the to restroom. I knew right then that he had no interest in talking to me. Then the questions started in my head... Could he tell I was a little tipsy and that turned him off? Did he think I was ugly? Was he really just shy? Was he really a jerk with a girlfriend but didn't want to say that? I thought guys were typically impressed with confident women, but I'm starting to think that is an urban myth. Mayeb guys really think girls are desparate when they resort to walking up to guys at the bar. I think it is a sign of weakness; that a girl is "on the hunt" or whatever you want to call it. If that's the case then that is bullshit. Anyway, that kind of bummed me out and I was ready to go home and sleep the rest of the weekend away. I can understand why guys say it's hard to talk to girls because of the fear of rejection. Rejection totally sucks, especially when there really is no reasonable explaination for it. But I do think it is a lot easier for guys to meet girls if they want to. Seems like guys can fall into relationships as easily as they fall out of them. That's just my opinion.

Anyway, I hate traffic and I hate winter.

This weekend we are headed to K-zoo for Gayle's wedding.

I can't wait for the holidays - well, really I can't wait to have the time off work.